My day was good until after work. Waking up was fine. No desperation for a cigarette. It was like at least 66% better than yesterday morning so I am feeling really really optimistic about succeeding. My co-worker was so proud of me when I told her today. She quit smoking a year ago and totally got me pumped about being a true quitter. I am afraid that I’m going to be fine for like a week then I’ll have a relapse and begin chasing people around with knives. She said that wouldn’t happen so I am going to believe her. As we were discussing it my boss came upon us and I found out she used to be a smoker too but quit for some reason. I guess there are many good reasons for quitting but she told me she couldn’t sleep and had night shakes …. hmm that was comforting.
Anyways this day was absolutely great until after work when I went to the hair salon and Kelly cut my hair. Kelly was dumb. Kelly cut my hair the OPPOSITE of how I told her to. The front was supposed to be longer like it already was but she cut my front shorter than my back! I like my hair short in the back and longer in the front because it gives me the illusion that my hair is actually longer than it is but I don’t have to like maintain it as much. Ughh ….. if I start going psychotic on people she’s the first person on my hit list. Now I just look plain and dumb like I always do. I loved my last hair cut. Screw you dumb hair-ruining retard. I paid a lot of money too since the cheap places seriously hire trashy freaks with hairstyles uglier than sin, hand them a pair of scissors, and tell them to start cutting whatever they want. I still have chickenpox on my face. I suppose its stress. I haven’t broken out this bad ever. It’s like frustrating me that my hair sucks and my face looks like pepperoni pizza … ok I’m being stupid but at least I don’t have a cold sore, knock on a tree cause then I might as well just put a bag over my head with slits for my eyes and mouth. I’m starving. I ordered Chinese food for delivery and from a new place so I’ll be sure to be posting my review on Eatitandloveit ….. thats about it. I’m going to vacate the computer for a while and watch some good TV.