I have no symptoms of anything, perhaps I’m dead

I need a get rich quick scheme, a bag of money, or a new job. The new job is probably most realisitic. Anyways, Courtney and I are going on vacation this summer and I really can’t afford it but I might as well has some fun for a week because I certainly make up for it the rest of the year. Yeah, I’m lacking in the fun department. Sometimes I stick my fingers in electrical sockets because I’m bored.

My weekend was fun though. Went out with Bryan and some of his co-workers to Texas Roadhouse where you can throw peanut shells on the floor. I found that it was more entertaining to throw them on Bryan but I was probably the only one enjoying that. On Saturday I went out with Julie to Silky’s Bar and we drank some beers and talked about stuff like jobs and wedding planning. The rest of my weekend time was allotted to talking to Bryan or playing Sims.

Other than that, my life is dull and I don’t have anything good to write about. I go to work. I come home after work and do nothing. I’m not happy and I’m not sad. I’m bored and lonely, and indifferent about mostly everything. I have absolutely no anxiety or trouble sleeping though so maybe I’m depressed. Am I depressed? I don’t know because I also don’t cry and for those who really know me, you know that I cry on average at least 2 times a week about something. I haven’t cried in a long long time, maybe months. My mom would be proud of me, she always yells at me for being such a wuss.

I’m looking forward to vacation, moving, buying a car, and visiting my grandma.

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